Wednesday, March 5, 2008

purple cast

Why is everyone coming to my blog by searching for the terms "purple cast"? I can't imagine that I'm at the top of a google search for that or anything! (I just figured out how to use the site meter to see what people were typing in searches.)

Pain Scales

I was thinking about the post by Nurse K: Burn the pain scales
http://crasspollination.blogspot.com/2008/03/burn-pain-scales.html
(I don't know how to change the text on the blog so that people can click on the name of the title instead of seeing the long address. Any tips on this?)

These scales seem inherently flawed. Two examples.

56 year old with kidney stones: 4/10 pain. I would have said 7/10 easily. Sweating, tachycardia, elevated blood pressure. Turns out he was severely injured recently. Aparently pretty bad. So, his pain was undertreated in my opinion.

25 year old with "150% out of 10" pain all over (um??? Is that a 15/10?) My initial thought was maybe she has a narcotic deficiency :-). Ended up she was simply scared to death because her boyfriend's cat scratched her! It was such a minor scratch, that I had to wonder. She couldn't imagine any pain worse than that?

So, I'm curious: does anyone else seem to notice that around 7 or below, are usually truly painful conditions, and anything 10 or above tend to make you wonder if it even hurts?

How many of your 10/10's are really that serious? I'd say maybe 1 in the last month! (ruptured appendix)

Monday, January 7, 2008

Less Optimistic? The Just World Phenomenon

Anyone have any suggestions for being...well more cynical?
Does it just take time? After a certain number of years, do you just see people differently?
The reason I first wanted to be a nurse was to care about people and make a difference in their lives. That hasn't changed.
But, I don't seem to have the expected attitude. In Social Psychology, most us hold a
belief called the just-world phenomenon.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Belief_in_a_Just_World (I'm not sure I got hyperlinks to work but I tried!
Basically that people get what they deserve.
Unfortunately, I don't believe that. I've seen too many people who are kind and caring die, or have lives so full of pain and misery that they did nothing to cause. And seen people who don't care about anyone or themselves live to a healthy old age and peacefully die in their sleep.
So how does that affect me as a nurse? I wouldn't say in a negative way. If someone needs to hear something, like that they REALLY need to stop drinking or their liver is just going to totally shut down, and they won't be eligible for a transplant, I don't shy away from telling them. But I never do it in a "tough love" kind of way. I guess, with every person (when there is time - I do get crabby when there are 20 things to do and not enough of me to do them all, and of course sometimes am judgemental...) I TRY to think "how would I want to be treated if I was in their situation". Since I am like this not only at work, family and friends have been trying to change my attitude: for example telling me "but you would never do that" or "he deserves worse after what he did". It hasn't worked. I just think "Sure, I would never do that, but look at all the resources and knowledgee I have. What if I DIDN'T have people who cared? What if I didn't know about....?"
And then it seems like people can't understand why I don't shy away from the hard things. Why I offer to take the twins with CF who are dying. Why I try to help the homeless drunk woman find some shelter, and support. I don't think either of them are getting what they deserve, I think both deserve my very best. Of course, that's humanly impossible, so I just do what I can...
but I just can't seem to join in the talk both about types of patients being annoying (yes, I do say that things they do are annoying, like why would an RN be needed to turn the lights on and off every 5 minutes when there is a perfectly healthy family member sitting right there) but I still care about the person, and wouldn't call them an annoying person. Just "I wish people had some perspective about all the other things I have to do, it was getting annoying".
So, what do you think? How long will it take for me to join the ranks of those who see tragedy only in those suffering not of their own cause, and who are kind and enjoyable to be around. And to see annoyance, dislike of the person, who has made bad choices.

Saturday, January 5, 2008

Please be yourself!

To any identical twins: it must be GREAT to be able to switch places, and I know Cystic Fibrosis is a pain so you try anything to make medical experiences more fun, but please, please don't do it in the ER, ok? You may look alike, but we really need to treat each of you...

Twin 8 year olds with CF come into the ER. They both have been experiencing increased coughing, and then the whole family gets the flu. So, off to the ER. Of course their names start with the same letter. And of course their treatment is nearly the same. IV's, nebulizers, etc. I go to hang some IV antibiotics for Emily, and notice she already has some going. I double check the bracelet, Emily sure enough. Hm, it is a slow night, maybe someone else hung the IV. I hung Elizabeth's about an hour earlier, she was really tough to get IV access on. I'm suprised she doesn't have a port. All of the sudden I notice the little mark on "Emily's" other arm from the first IV attempt on ELIZABETH. But the bracelet says Emily.

Okay, I am so glad this was caught and I didn't give one of them a double dose of medication. Or something scary like that.

"Did you two switch name bracelets" I ask? Two guilty looks. How in the world did they do it? They proceeed to show me that if they hold their hand a certain way, it tends to make the bracelets looser and then they can switch and "have some fun". Needless to say they got a lecture, bracelets that FIT, as well as a note in the chart saying double check patient - switches places with identical twin! I even got the bracelets we put on and write in severe allergies, put them on their ANKLES, and wrote their names. I wanted to write their names on them with permanent marker!

I just feel so bad for them though. Spending Christmas Eve in the ER, and it isn't even anything unusual for them. They were just trying to have some fun. But just imagine the potential problems! I think we need to have a standard question "do you have an identical twin" and "if so is she in the hospital right now?"

By the way, we finally came up with a way to tell them apart. It was a slow night, they were eventually going to be admitted (probably for one of their last times I was told. I didn't realize it was that bad.) They both have always wanted casts, but never been active enough to break bones. Emily wanted a purple cast on her right wrist. Elizabeth wanted a pink one. Well, they aren't going to be having much sucess switching places. It was so sad. I heard Emily asking her sister "Is this when they tell us we won't get better, ever?" I had to try really hard not to cry. I think the doctor was to give them casts. I did find out that their best friend had just broken her arm, so aparently that was the "cool" thing now. At least they got to do something "cool", and at least we can be sure we have the right twin. Sure wish the rest of it was that easy to fix - just put a cast on it and make it all better.